Back home or leave home?

Two days ago I just arrived in Amsterdam, after four weeks visit to Indonesia.
When I waited for the train to the city I live, I was still confused whether I am back home now or I just left home.....a few hour ago.....
It's already autumn in Netherland, the trees shows it's golden leaves....

Once the train arrived in the city I live and I took a deep breath of the clean air...I am sure am back home. Back to where I belong. Back to the path God leaded me and showered me with lots of blessings....am thankfull for this wonderfull life given to me...

Home

Last week I just realised that my home is the orphanage my Mom grew up....when I am there to visit the children, I just feel home...Can't wait to visit them again next month.

Just say 'NO'!

Sometimes I just have to say 'NO' to remain myself. Stay away from those who brings  pressure. I do not want to deal with them. Not because I choose the easiest way, but simply because I just live once and I want to have a plesureable life! I just want to keep this life simple and easy....I don't want to hurt others not with words nor with acts... and on the other side: I do not want to be hurt!